Archive for April, 2008

a storm rain just after noon

these days busy with lots of miscellaneous task, ranging from logo design and blog creation and customization. things lined up when i casually picked one and had to proceed to its end. the weather mostly cool these days, rendering my baby and his mother longer lingering in their cold. baby in the mid suffered heat and measles’ alike ( lot of little projections appeared on his cheeks and sometimes vomiting) symptoms, let my sometimes curious and sometimes sorry or mercy. after all, the strange symptoms fading now, we glad to see more energy and liveness in our most beloved, and more cases we can treat life and things lighter as usual. his mother blamed my bringing him playing games a lot when he was ill. even i know her accusation was meaningless but i suffer no words to retort.

there is also some personnel changes in my office. the bitch woman, once sued me broke her pc and forced me to give up and let her using the pc solely, left and was promoted as a secretary of manager of a affiliate works newly built near Dalian, Liaoning Prov., the most southern end of northeast part of China, she tried to cover her gladness under complains and belittling and claim she will return if not fit. then the bully monitor changed the office layout totally, assigning the pc of the bitch to his old colleague, a blue collar previously. all dog’s.

the sky turning dark now and more rain ahead likely. i will close this article in hope of grand summer’s coming soon. International labor’s holiday just in, and people busy with laying out tourism. i can’t afford any movement now and had to be contented with the web, as usual. i look forward changes in the future, that’s also as usual.

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peaceful afternoon sun light

these days busy with logo design, for my site benzyrnill(at http://sites.google.com/…llogo2.png ) , and baby son warren’s sites,ie. warwinzh( at http://warwinzh.googlegroups.com/…inzht2.gif ), warranzh (at http://warranzh.googlegroups.com/…rranzh.gif ), warrantzh (at http://warrantzh.googlegroups.com/…rantzh.gif ), wardzh (at http://wardzh.googlegroups.com/…wardzh.gif ), and forgot the time’s lapsing. when uploading logos to sites, China surveillance heavily blocked me and sometimes likely just responded my web request in real time, for some proxy just worked awhile then inaccessible. this afternoon i adding pages to my google groups’ welcome page and frequently being broken and locked by China watch dog’s hacking.however, i almost got what i want and now enjoyed the leisure to utter my story.

my baby these days still in cold and sometime complained painful stomach. in the morning he sticked some picture to his forehead, and in the afternoon some acnes appears on his cheeks. now his mother brought him outside. last night he said my design was ok when i asked his opinion. he and his mother can reasonable stepping into recovery these days, in which they suffered so much and cost so many medicines. the grandma’s house now underwent renovation and i didn’t lend a single hand.

these days sunshine resumed but the weather was cold. i had to put on my suite at home. the road to summer was so long and i almost broke my neck.

its a nice afternoon, after i got enough surfing on web at home. i love at home and surfing. after all blocking and delaying, i almost got things done. i love the peace of striving.

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revised benzyrnill site logo

felt shouldn’t there r 2 same red circles on the desgin, so i changed first one into its alternative, a bottom in circle in purple. final design as below. the second and the third in transparent gif and png.



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redesigned benzyrnill logo


this one is opaque, the below is a transparent gif.

it cost me 2 hours with tool of realdraw 4. i love the font type and made few changes. i had the idea in a flash, as usually i begin a design. the yellow band on the right top corner just like fly. i tried to post the logo in draft but it can’t displayed on my blog logo area, so i post a independent entry. hope i then can make it shown on my blog template.
after all i like it. and in the rest of afternoon upload to my sites to replace the old version. googlepages still being blocked in China and i had to try a lot of proxies.

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pale morning, turned raining with frost

pc downloading all the afternoon when i absent, but reboot irregularly when i browsing. these days busy

with updating my sites on google apps and finished it till this afternoon. i adding all my web activities links to my sites on google apps. last night i busy on pc after 10 pm and let ema angry with me. she and baby recently got a cold and lasted for several days coughing. the grandma underwent renovation on her old house, replacing its old style carpet with floor blocks, for more convenient to maintain when the uncle board and lounged now here entered the senior middle school near the house. these days they busy with moving articles in the house to other place including our house to temporarily stock them so as to spare for renovation operation.

goolge pages last night accessible here, likely due to the coming Olympic game press the China authority to pose a more liberal impression. the turbulence of Chinese boycotting the France supermarket in China left me nothing impression, except disgusting. in nowadays China quite some youth can’t find a rightful mean to support themselves and had to act aggravative to coincide with the authority to win some favorable treatment or opportunity to stand out. nothing special from them with dog. China now is a dog country, dog dominating all important resource and even biting for the greater.

after several sultry days now a cold weather descended, with snow in rain this afternoon. God sees the forth and backward of the conflicting force of hot and cold. but in the all over climate summer destined coming soon.

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bright afternoon on weekend(missing videos)

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bright afternoon on weekend

its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregularsound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and merciness. but today he still sonaughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying,including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with theinternet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, resulting frequent doze in the moring.however, when i was full of energy, i enjoyed the web as usual and always be agile onposting and comment on web.
this afternoon was too bright to miss. ema busy with tutoring and earning all day while idozed all the morning and sat in front of pc all afternoon. so ema suggested bringing baby outside before dusk. i didn’t went outside with baby since i was sent to my hometown for ailment in the same month of last year. we visited the place around our home, the southern sports yard and south park. the scenery was the same except some folks refused to nod me formy illness. its almost half and a year after my brought my baby haunting the places in jungle of losing thoughts in the turbulent moment before i felt into asylum at my hometownin Hubei Prov. central China.
i love the game of being mad, and being recovered. i see God’s call in it. i love my babyand my peaceful life so far. no matter what a thunder ahead, i see and under God’s shine.

baby son on ride of his 3 years on earth

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bright afternoon on weekend

its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregular sound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and mercy. but today he still so naughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying,including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with the internet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, resulting frequent doze in the morning.however, when i was full of energy, i enjoyed the web as usual and always be agile on posting and comment on web.

this afternoon was too bright to miss. ema busy with tutoring and earning all day while i dozed all the morning and sat in front of pc all afternoon. so ema suggested bringing baby outside before dusk. i didn’t went outside with baby since i was sent to my hometown for ailment in the same month of last year. we visited the place around our home, the southern sports yard and south park. the scenery was the same except some folks refused to nod me for my illness. its almost half and a year after my brought my baby haunting the places in jungle of losing thoughts in the turbulent moment before i felt into asylum at my hometown in Hubei Prov. central China.

i love the game of being mad, and being recovered. i see God’s call in it. i love my baby and my peaceful life so far. no matter what a thunder ahead, i see and under God’s shine.

baby son on ride of his 3 years on earth

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bright day, turning windy and pale sunshine after noon.


i still dozed a lot in office in the morning. last night ema told me she brought baby visited doctor, and was told likely baby’s heart has some problem. my direct response was it can’t be and i blamed her too fussy about baby’s health. she retorted its none of my business. then i launched to operate on pc and my broking heart love for my baby, esp. in the view of cherished his countable time on earth let me sorry. i visited him who playing with his mother and felt we couples love him the same. then i doubting if we should not treating baby liking he was short of something comparing with other kids in the world. and i felt enough of ema’s over-protect baby, just to show her tendering. i love baby strong and independent, cute and robust. i don’t like to see his demanding other’s companion, esp. his mother. but ema glad to drive him to ask for her cares. cares to his every cough with fussy padding, and every changes of body temperature with all kinds of medicines. too much fussy just to show her fragile cares. i would like to see baby silent and independent, enduring and sound.
this noon i returned home and found the grandma didn’t cook as usual. i waited awhile then buzzed ema. she was with baby in another hospital, likely brought baby into medical check. i then left to office. on the way she buzzed but i can’t listen clearly what she intends to do. after lunch in a nearby restaurant of the dorm i returned to office and buzzed her again and this time she had left baby in the kindergarten and returning to her working school. later when i writing this she buzzed me again and discuss the situation we faced.
i never believed my baby has any physical problem. he was just so perfect, so shiny under God’s glow. if any problem calling him, that’s from God’s. God, let me take ur way and show me the peace of life of my family. i endured and took vow of loving the world u builds.

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bright day, turning windy and pale sunshine afte


i still dozed a lot in office in the morning. last night ema told me she brought baby visited doctor, and was told likely baby’s heart has some problem. my direct response was it can’t be and i blamed her too fussy about baby’s health. she retorted its none of my business. then i launched to operate on pc and my broking heart love for my baby, esp. in the view of cherished his countable time on earth let me sorry. i visited him who playing with his mother and felt we couples love him the same. then i doubting if we should not treating baby liking he was short of something comparing with other kids in the world. and i felt enough of ema’s over-protect baby, just to show her tendering. i love baby strong and independent, cute and robust. i don’t like to see his demanding other’s companion, esp. his mother. but ema glad to drive him to ask for her cares. cares to his every cough with fussy padding, and every changes of body temperature with all kinds of medicines. too much fussy just to show her fragile cares. i would like to see baby silent and independent, enduring and sound.

this noon i returned home and found the grandma didn’t cook as usual. i waited awhile then buzzed ema. she was with baby in another hospital, likely brought baby into medical check. i then left to office. on the way she buzzed but i can’t listen clearly what she intends to do. after lunch in a nearby restaurant of the dorm i returned to office and buzzed her again and this time she had left baby in the kindergarten and returning to her working school. later when i writing this she buzzed me again and discuss the situation we faced.

i never believed my baby has any physical problem. he was just so perfect, so shiny under God’s glow. if any problem calling him, that’s from God’s. God, let me take ur way and show me the peace of life of my family. i endured and took vow of loving the world u builds.

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